gratification

when delayed is exponentially rewarded
when rushed is exponentially disappointing
and well... so is your face!

the horror

next thing you know there is gonna be adds for people seeking std's.
this world is retarded

im sick..

i hate my state of being at the moment!
i sniffle, cough, leak, and sweat.
i like the winter..
i just hate being this kind of sick during the winter

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I wondered how my conciseness would look if it was a picture..
i found out...

my oh my..

I can't possibly externalize the frustration that i feel right now..
I am trying to channel it into something positive..
but i can't, does this show what i really am?
is this bad at all? am i immature? and i selfish?
do i not deserve this? im confused...

what's the deal with my family?
am i a bad kid?!y do they treat me the way they do?
i know im being dramatic..
i hate my attitude right now..

there... im done...
im done done...
i wont feel this way any longer..
(i hate wishful thinking)