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I wondered how my conciseness would look if it was a picture..
i found out...

my oh my..

I can't possibly externalize the frustration that i feel right now..
I am trying to channel it into something positive..
but i can't, does this show what i really am?
is this bad at all? am i immature? and i selfish?
do i not deserve this? im confused...

what's the deal with my family?
am i a bad kid?!y do they treat me the way they do?
i know im being dramatic..
i hate my attitude right now..

there... im done...
im done done...
i wont feel this way any longer..
(i hate wishful thinking)

its been a while

havent really been on blogger in a while
been neglecting it on account of my poor articulation
been good
good things happening
cant complain about anything
this was a short post
hehe

So Quite

my ears are ringing

.... sigh

i dont know what to say when people die..
should i hug and comfort with words?..
or should i stay quiet and give space?..

i dont know what to do..
and the silence is killing me

Yesterday was a blur. Did chucky cheese for the first time in my life. Vanessa, joselene, and america were the reasons we went. i had more fun than i thought i was gonna have. night ended with shoulder rides, alot of laughing, and jack in the box. was definitely not a waste of a friday afternoon. think the kids like me okai now, joselene more than the other two. all in all a good day
:)

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Now playing: The Notwist - Good Lies
via FoxyTunes

Scary scary

my car waS on fire today
i almost lost ronhda

.....

and my girlfriend was happi
she thinks i need i new car

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she really doesnt she just thinks rohnda is a death trap
she fears for my safety... thats y i love her :)