been thinking

all the shit that has happened in the past 3 years.
the people that i have lost to fights, disagreements, disappointments
was i a horrible friend? or were they?
or were we ever even friends?

i would like to think we were. but i got a nagging conscience that says otherwise
i do take blame in some losses, but others were gone without a second glace at me or that time, that i so often thought of fondly, we spent together.

as for relationships I've held no regrets, what happened was beautiful while it lasted, but most of it was cut short due to immaturity, self-centered-ness, and jealousy. i feel i grew from it. some how took the bad and used it to grow..

as for the people that are here now, i love you all i appreciate what you do for me on a daily basis, you are what helps keep me sane most of the time..

may this inspire thought in whoever reads it, so you may think of all the people that you have left behind and forgot, and the people that left you behind and forgot you.. give them a call let them know how you feel, however sad, angry, disappointed, or happy you may be.
hopefully you can resolve whatever difference you may have.
i wish you all the best in you endeavors

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